(“Groundhog Day,” starring
Bill Murray and Andie MacDowell, was released a quarter-century ago today. On
this Friday, the 2nd of February, 2018, the only celebrity groundhog
of the universe, Punxsutawney Phil, has seen his shadow, predicting another six
weeks of winter. But what accounts for the timeless appeal of the movie, for
its enduring charm? I think the reason is clear: Time. The movie explores the
mystery of time subtly yet forcefully, mixing humor with depth that forces the
viewer – through the experience of the arrogant and narcissistic weatherman
Phil Connors who is trapped in a time warp and finds himself living in the same Groundhog
Day over and over again - to confront mortality, life, love, loss, priority, memory,
leading ultimately to redemption and enlightenment. The sign of a timeless
movie is not just that newer viewers also become fans but that repeat viewers
find something new every time they see it again.)
What if there isn’t a tomorrow? There wasn’t one today!
Think of the myriad ways by
which we describe time: time flies, time crawls, time stands still, time loops,
time is finite, time is infinite, time is money, time dilates, the arrow of
time, cyclical time, circular time, linear time, non-linear time, geological
time, atomic time, fullness of time, texture of time, fleeting time, recursive
time, in the nick of time, the gift of time, the labyrinth of time, and
particularly in Silicon Valley, billable time.
Probably no metaphor is used
more extensively to describe an entity in literature and science than time. Listen
to the echo of time in “To Be Or Not To Be.” Proust spent decades “In Search of
Lost Time.” For Muhammad Ali, “The man who views
the world at 50 the same as he did at 20 has wasted 30 years of his life.” To
Thoreau, “Time is but the stream I go
a-fishing in.” From Julia Abigail Fletcher Carney: So the little moments,/Humble though they be,/Make the mighty ages/Of Eternity. Rabindranath Tagore: "Floating on the sea of time, yet cannot grasp a drop of it!"
a-fishing in.” From Julia Abigail Fletcher Carney: So the little moments,/Humble though they be,/Make the mighty ages/Of Eternity. Rabindranath Tagore: "Floating on the sea of time, yet cannot grasp a drop of it!"
Physicist Richard Feynman: “A positron is an electron
going backwards in time.” How about ‘forever and ever’ time? Physicists who won
the 2017 physics Nobel Prize (Thorne, Weiss, Barish) were cited for “detecting gravity
waves, predicted by Albert Einstein a hundred years ago, that came from a
collision between two black holes. It took 1.3 billion years for the waves to
arrive at the Laser Interferometer Gravitational-Wave Observatory detector in
the United States. The LIGO registered the wave as a tone nicknamed the ‘cosmic
chirp.’”
And if entanglement in space from quantum
mechanics is not strange enough, how about entanglement in time?
So what do you want out of life?
The best way to honor the gift of life
is to honor the gift of time …
The night sky is dense with
stars. A new one seems to bloom every few minutes, making the dark domed garden
even more inviting. But it is not the stars that hold me in their spell.
It is the trees.
I am in Chittagong, in the
city of my birth by the Bay of Bengal in Bangladesh, almost eight thousand
miles away from my ‘naturalized’ home in San Jose, California.
The mango and the betel nut saplings
that my father had planted a half-century ago are now taller than the
three-story building of my adolescent years. Rustling and dreamlike, they speak
to me in a voice so real and with such urgency that I have to grip the railing
from trembling.
“What have you done with your
time?” they ask. “You saw us in our infancy Now the stars are within our
reach. What have you done with the years gone by?”
I scan my life for an
answer, memory guiding me down a path of light and shadow. Experienced life’s
inevitable ebb and flow. Father passed away a decade ago after fighting
diabetes for years. Children grow up, move out. Mother confined to a wheelchair
as time takes its relentless toll on this irrepressible woman.
Wife and I continue working,
retirement not in sight for economic reasons, even though we are advanced in years.
But ‘summing up’ isn’t what
these animated trees are interested in. They want to know if I have used my
time well. They are not interested in
fame or wealth, neither of which I have, but whether I have honored time, given
it the respect it deserved. They want to know if I was able to coax from it the
ability to connect the dots that lay scattered about me, each a milestone of
sorts in search of an elusive meaning.
So I really don’t know if I
have used my time well in six decades. The truth and the tragedy are that I
probably never will!
Do you ever have déjà vu, Mrs. Lancaster?
I don’t think so, but I could check with the kitchen.
I don’t think so, but I could check with the kitchen.
Do you know what today is?
No, what?
Today is tomorrow. It happened.
No, what?
Today is tomorrow. It happened.
What would you do if you were stuck in one place
and every day was exactly the same,
and nothing that you did mattered?
and nothing that you did mattered?
That about sums it up for me.
Do you ever have déjà vu?
Didn't you just ask me that?
Although it is winter, the
night is mild and redolent of Bay of Bengal a few miles away. A preternatural
silence has enveloped the bustling port city and the occasional tinkle of a
rickshaw at the edge of my consciousness only deepens this silence. I find
myself caught in a time warp that seems to extend beyond the Milky Way. My wife
is asleep in the room where she slept as a bride over three decades ago,
unaware of the ghosts of yesteryears crowding me. A breeze rustles the mango
leaves and sways the betel nut trees and I hear their insistent question: “What
have you done with the gift of time?”
At last I give up. “I don’t
know,” I whisper.
Sometimes, people just die.
Not today.
How about you? What do you want?
What I really want is someone like you.
I think you're the kindest, sweetest, prettiest
person I've ever met in my life. I've never seen anyone that's nicer to people
than you are. The first time I saw you... something happened to me. I never
told you but... I knew that I wanted to hold you as hard as I could. I don't
deserve someone like you. But if I ever could, I swear I would love you for the
rest of my life.
It's beautiful. I don't know what to say.
I do. Whatever happens tomorrow, or for the rest of my
life, I'm happy now... because I love you.
It's so beautiful!... Let's live here.
We'll rent, to start.
Phil Connors gets caught in a time warp and finds himself
slowly turning mad. He embraces death but the warp keeps delivering him to life’s
shore. Slowly the scales of solipsism and arrogance fall from his eyes and by
the time he comes free of the “same old, same old,” he has found the meaning
and purpose of his life.
If only the rest of us are as lucky!
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